Life is a funny thing, sometimes we go on with our lives and constantly pass judgement on people and things whether we mean to or not. For people such as myself it turns out that the thing I judge regardless of the situation is me.
That’s pretty normal as people go but in some people such as myself those self condemning voices are almost impossible to shut off or ignore. Those little “Brain Weasels” are relentless actively trying to undermine you at every turn. Whispering that you are worthless, you’re all alone in the world, nobody loves you. Just get it over with and kill yourself already. Sometimes it’s hard to get though the day when your own brain is trying to kill you on a regular basis.
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I just watched my all time favorite Christmas program, A Charlie Brown Christmas, and in watching it a couple of things dawned on me.
Sometimes we all feel like that sad little tree that Charlie and Linus pick up in the crowded Christmas Tree lot. You know what I mean, a little or a lot beat up, maybe feeling scrawny on the inside. Unloved or just a bit crazy around the edges for the holiday season.
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