Its hard to lose a family member and it is monumental to lose a mother.
I have been tapped to to give my moms eulogy. I have done this before for cousins, uncle, brother. But fuck my mother. I don’t know if i have it in me.
I do not do drafts of a speech or a talk I go in with ideas and feel the room. But this is different. Yes its just a death ive been there.
But this is my mom. The one and only person I could count on. Its fucking hard to just let go. I am just scared about the speach