It’s not because I don’t care but because I can’t

It’s hard when you’re separated from someone and you don’t know how they feel.
It rips you apart like a thousand knives.

There is something that I very much wanted to say today, I wanted to reach out. To know how they are feeling.
Hate, loss, anger, lack of trust. All of it. I deserve it all.

But most of all it’s a special day, one I wish I could share.
But I can’t and it’s hard, really hard.

So to that person I wish the best of days. May you laugh, smile and live life large.

Bonne fete