It’s a hard thing to deal with cancer in a family.
I’ve had to much of it in my life to speak of. I have lost uncles , a brother , and almost my daughter.
But somehow it took my mother’s recent battle to bring me to my knees. I have lost younger people and older to this fight.
But having my mother saying. Take my breasts, i’m not seventeen.
That for a boy is the last straw.
Fuck how can I cry enough, it’s my mom.
How do I deal with the pain of almost losing her.
I want to bang my head on the keys again and again. I have no words
Get better mommy, I love you.
forever and always.